Do we really need to apologize?

I just had an weird confrontation with my wife. It made me feel as if she regrets marrying me because of all the issues my life has caused hers. I wouldn't doubt that she sometimes wonders what it would have been like if she would have married her ex instead of me. She would have financially comfortable, have a yuppy life, and been married to some guy that reminds her of Jim on The Office. Hmmm. Really don't feel like the man of her dreams right now. Anyway, before writing anything else, just opened this account and testing the waters. Wondering if there is anybody out there who wants to listen. "
Anybody out there...anybody listening?" -'Pump Up the Volume'-